From Winnicott's "play' theory, I observe my own 'play' stage - when and how it would happen to me. I asked myself when do I feel I can do anything without fearing that other people would judge me? The answer is simple - when I was alone, when I was with children who just want to play and have fun, and when I was with my closest family.

The next question is what should I do? The first answer popped into my mind is to dance. It is a comfort zone where it only happen when I am alone or with children and close family.
I started to conduct this experiment by locking my apartment door, turned on the music and danced. I didn't think about anything or planned on beautiful poses. I let myself go with the flow of the rhythm.

During the dance, I filmed myself and traced each element of the body.

The film and the traces surprised me very much. The movement was so unfamiliar: it was not what I always see other people do. I could see my
creativity without realising at the time that I was creating.